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2003-11-23 - 21:16 I'm just back from Hannover. I was to restless here to just stay and watch my Mum being in Hospiatal since five weeks now and having allready two operations passed and the third in front of her. So I went there and could be helpfull to her the first day after her third one which seems to be succesfull as she has less pain than she had but she can't walk very well. She takes something to walk with and needs some Assistance. Probably she will pass a few weeks in a Clinic for Readaption to walk better and be able to be on her own again at home. I think that is a good Idea as otherwise I will be restless and scared she will fall down or something like that. It made an awfull lot of good for the two of us to see each other and be able to talk without restricted time like on the fardistance calls. Once I visited my grand Uncle and another afternoon my grand Aunt ( My Mums Aunt) visited at the same time as me, so I met her again too ;-) I visited my best friend Olaf and his Girlfriend, Kerstin too, who is a good friend of mine too. Olaf optimilized one of our pictures made when we were visiting friends here in Brussels, unfortunatly when trying to print it it wasn't possible to see the good Result only on the screen. My (female) best friend, Ewa, passed the last night in my Mums Appartment with me and brought me to the station making a smile and telling me that it was beautyful passing time with me ;-) We hadn't seen for ages. Being away from the place you had grown up and are all your friends and some nice familymembers isn't easy. It was good for me to see them all again. I was even at a birthdayparty with a huge buffet ;-) Friends of my Mum had invited me. I looked at old pictures and have make a copie of some of them too ;-) Ride at Memorylane. I don't know...I felt strange the other day...I started crying regarding the picture of the dead dog of My Mums Ex boyfriend thinking, "oh my, I looked at the boyfriend ( who passed away too) and did not cry, just thought what a nice Picture and Light...and Heiko ;-) but I didn't expect my Mum have a picture of this dog and so "it all" passed in this emotionel moment and I cried.... My Mum being since five weeks at the hospital and passing three operations and you ( me in this case) being so far away from her makes you very restless and vulnerable. � � |